Day and Night
Apollo really works hard everyday, huh. There are days when the sun shines ever so brightly but there were also days where its light don't reach me.
In that darkness and amongst the sea of tears, I was able to realize things that I should.
--things that can change me... for the better.
I knew from the start that I cannot have everything that I wanted. But not getting what I yearned for happened really frequently now that I think I don't deserve the good things in life anymore.
However, it also made me think that what if, I am meant for something greater and that the universe is just saving me from immense pain?
"I'll let the universe do it's own thing and i'll do mine." I hope I can maintain this notion as I condition myself everyday.
This journey to self love is tedious and hard. But i'll continue to work for it just like how Apollo gets into his Chariot every damn day to do his duties. I'll strive for it just how I did before.
You're getting back on track, Agnes. Step by step.
In that darkness and amongst the sea of tears, I was able to realize things that I should.
--things that can change me... for the better.
I knew from the start that I cannot have everything that I wanted. But not getting what I yearned for happened really frequently now that I think I don't deserve the good things in life anymore.
However, it also made me think that what if, I am meant for something greater and that the universe is just saving me from immense pain?
"I'll let the universe do it's own thing and i'll do mine." I hope I can maintain this notion as I condition myself everyday.
This journey to self love is tedious and hard. But i'll continue to work for it just like how Apollo gets into his Chariot every damn day to do his duties. I'll strive for it just how I did before.
You're getting back on track, Agnes. Step by step.
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